Don't make excuses for me

I tried my hardest to avoid it all day. I have been struggling on the inside to stay positive and strong. But now I can not be okay anymore. I finally let depression grab ahold of me and it's the best thing I have done all day. There's just been too many small things going wrong, whatever I've said I have been misunderstood, whatever I have done it's been useless. Nothing will ever be so bad that I will let depression drown me, because.... well, been there done that. Never again. But staying strong for longer periods of time doesn't work in the long run. Sometimes I just need to break down and let myself feel whatever it is that I am feeling. Because I need to deal with it. And to my friends; whatever it is that I am complaining about, please don't make excuses for me.