Getting through depression

I swam and I struggled, there was nothing to gain
But you erased all my fears, you erased all my pain
I couldn't reach bottom, I couldn't get up
Something so dreadful, made me feel like a pup

You've done it before, you will do it again
A natural you'll remain, how can I complain?
You're sensual, you're light and you keep on advancing
What's more romancing, than dancing?

Great night

So we finally made it to Örebro! After spinning around and being 1½ hour late to our date...

We rushed to McDonald's for a quick meal and then went to the Hjalmar Bergman theater. 

I met all of these girls online at a forum two years ago. And since then we've had several dates IRL, mostly Kiki and me since we live so close to each other. This was the first time we met Sandra so we were a bit nervous. But after driving around in the city for hours and hours, we were just happy to finally see both her and Mona, haha.

I finally got to see my idol Mia Skäringer. It was so unreal to see her on that stage, I wasn't even starstrucked. She made the audience feel comfortable from the second that she ran out on stage in her old bikini, dancing like we all do when we think no one's looking ;) I can't admire her more than I already do, but I went home last night feeling great. The most important thing I learned about myself is that I am such a confirmation person! I constantly look for people to awknoledge me. It's those small things like "Has someone sent me a comment on Facebook or sent me an email? I gotta check. Okay nothing.... but what about NOW?"
It's this evil circle. I want to know that I'm accepted, that people think of me and that they care about my existence. But I'm okay now. After last nights show I will work on not letting things like that control my life. I know I am loved and I know I exist. I don't need that confirmation every single minute of every day.

Dreams coming true

Tomorrow I will see the swedish actress/comedian Mia Skäringer live on stage. Her work in Sweden has affected so many people, mostly woman who needs a confident boost. She represents strength and beauty to me. She encourages us to see what's beautiful with being vulnerable and unperfect. I almost feel like going outside in just panties and rubber boots myself and then put a pic of it on my blog.
"Imagine if we'd dare to be ourselves for a little while before we die. Imagine if we'd understand how damn beautiful we are" - Mia Skäringer

The Big Rock Show press release!!

Here you have the translation for The Big Rock show's press release! :)

Aftonbladet goes all in for hard rock – launching web show and a special site.

Aftonbladet kicks off Swedens biggest journalistic bet on hard rock. The 23^rd of March it’s the premiere for the web TV show Big Rock Show and the new special site Nöjesbladet Hårdrock.

-Hard rock is the new “schlager”! Aftonbladet will of course be the natural news source for all the hard rock fans, says Klas Lindberg from Aftonbladet.

The Big Rock Show is a half hour long show that will air once a week during a period of eight weeks.

Nöjebladet Hårdrock is a special site with news, reviews and interviews with artists within metal and hard rock.

Big Rock Show is hosted by Ryan Roxie, former guitarist in Alice Cooper’s band, and will host the show in English. The show has its own panel with rock girls, who interviews rock stars, takes a look at scandals, delivers gossip and talk trends.

Every show is visited by Aftonbladet’s experts Mattias Kling and Joacim Persson. There will always be a whole lot of nostalgia in form of TV-clips from when hard rock was at its best – during the 70’s.

-Since we haven’t had a show about hard rock in a very long time I think the Big Rock Show has great potential, also internationally. This is the first web-TV show that takes hard rock seriously, says Fredrik Lindén from Aftonbladet.

Together with the Big Rock Show they are launching the site Nöjesbladet Hårdrock. Where the readers can follow Mattias Kling’s hard rock blog and the hottest bands tour blogs. Mustach and Bullet are the first once out, and In Flames will follow. There will also be a live coverage of Swedish concerts with bands like Metallica, Slayer, Iron Maiden, Ozzy Osbourne and Slipknot.

-Hard rock is on a steady march forward and some of the most national things that we have. That is why we are intensifying our already good coverage of it, says Klas Lindberg.

The Big Rock Show is the first out of four productions that Aftonbladet TV is launching during this spring. The show is sponsored by the hard rock festival and magazine Sweden Rock, post- and net trade company Ginza.se, the energy drink Rockstar Energy Drink and the instrument shop 4Sound. Big Rock Show is developed by Ryan Roxie and the TV-producer Patrik Hambraeus and is produced by Veranda Film.